Sorry. I just don't really have much to say as of late. The holidays really aren't my thing. I am desperately looking for a job. This cold weather and dark at 5 PM thing is driving me crazy. Lots of let downs and stress. I am trying to turn things around for 2011 but the light at the end of the tunnel...let's just say someone has told me it is there but I am really starting to wonder if it is. Hopefully I can catch a small glimpse of it soon just to see for myself but if anything I know that I have to believe it is there. Once I lose any hope then it will be that much harder. I know that struggles make success that much more appreciated so I am looking at this time as a period of learning so I can appreciate the success I will have.